Tuesday, September 28, 2010

Serabut..

Assalamualaikum..


 

Haaaaa..harini ingat nak cakap london lah!:D

So, this will be my first post in English language..(or rojak..ahhhhh..Who's checking?:D)


 

U know, lately I'm feeling overwhelmed and lost. Especially after midsem results and raya holls. I'm seriously going through a phase of which I don't know or think about anything. U wanna know why I'm saying this? Well, lets see. I'm currently waaaaaayyyy behind in my studies. I take a look at my past lecture notes, and BAM! It dawned on me that I DONT UNDERSTAND 70 % OF THE THINGS THAT I HAVE IN MY FILES.


 

Freaky huh? Well, that's just the tip of the iceberg.


 

And lately im becoming lazier in copying lecture notes. I just snap away at the slides or whatever. If I miss something I just snap Liyana's notes. HAHA. Technology. And my tutorials, haishhhh. I DONT EVEN KNOW WHERE TO START. What I can't do, I just copy from others.(which is almost ALL) -again, using my lovely Lumix. Yeah, I'm becoming reckless i tell yah! And I quote from a dear friend of mine, "I'm leading myself towards the valley of doom".


 

And there's this thingy about my heart. *sigh* I can never admit my feelings. I just CAN'T. *double sigh*


 

Seriously, I don't even know what to do. The only thing that I can think of on how to release my worries and tension is trough jogging. Yup, JOGGING. Haha. I know, I once said that joggers are idiots. Blah3. But, really, when I jog, I focus on my breathing, my steps, and the trail. These things help me by stopping my brain from thinking about tutorials, lectures, etc2. I've ran twice in this week and I certainly like the feeling! =) jogging slowly, setting my own pace, it gives me a bit of serenity in this fast paced world.


 

But then, when I'm done jogging, my problems are still here. (Why don't they just disappear? >.<" )


 

So at the end, the problems persist. I'm living my days one by one. I plan my days in my planner, but once I plan something, I can't seem to execute it. I delay my work, or something comes up and I have to move or cancel the WHOLE PLAN. It's just..tiring..everything seems to hate or wanna mess with me..="( I'm lucky I have my dear friends here to keep me company. But then, they have their own problems and I really don't want to burden them. So yeah, I'm kinda alone amidst one thousand five hundred peeps at PASUM. Haha. Such irony.


 

Oh Allah, your tests are extremely hard on this humble servant of yours. The only thing I can do now is pray for your guidance and strength. Please, guide me. Show me how to cope with these things. Amin. =)


 

What do you think? What should I do? Please, I really need some feedback from you guys. Do leave a comment or post something at the shout box. =)

Thursday, September 16, 2010

role play. bukan foreplay ye. =3

What a wonderful world- Louis Armstrong

I LOVE THIS SONG..=)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xotoDy5806Y

I see trees of green, red roses too
I see them bloom, for me and you
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

I see skies of blue, and clouds of white
The bright blessed day, dark sacred night
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky
Are also on the faces, of people going by
I see friends shaking hands, sayin', "How do you do?"
They're really sayin', "I love you"

I hear babies cryin', I watch them grow
They'll learn much more, than I'll ever know
And I think to myself
What a wonderful world

Yes, I think to myself
What a wonderful world
Oh yeah

I love this song..=)

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Yo neneks and grampas sekalian! Sori la deyy sbab da lame tak post benda baru. Aku tau korang mngharap bnde baru kann, wahahahaha(perzen lebih lak.. :D) tapi tu la, bile kat umah ni aku mmg berpenyakit skit. Sakit ape tau, sakit malas. ahahaha. Sengalkan?aku tau, haizzz. SABARIAH yawww. :D mmg ape2 pun tak gerak la kan bile dah terkena penyakit ni. Mane taknye, dah sronok kat umah. Makan free, entertainment free!hahaha, kan?kau duduk nganga je pun boleh.

-ahahaha..kire camni la ko leh nganga-


Haaa, act lagi satu sbab aku tak post bnde baru pun sbab aku takde idea la. Lately otak aku pikir macam2 la weh.haha. Kire cam tak tentu arah la, orang kate sume bende pun ko nak pikir. Tetiba lak dating gile pikir pasal kawin la, ape la.-ye, ini fakta ye kawan2, bukan auta.-___________-“ – hahahaha.pastu boleh pulak aku gi layan thought tu. Berenti pasum pastu kahwin la, bagi bini makan rumput la, HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. Bile fikir balik ak pun pelik asal aku fikir camtuh..o.O”


-hahahahahaha. Adakah begini nanti?waduhhh. malu dong!-



Pasal tu, then pasal studies yang huru hara. Ya Allah, sabar jelah. Korang tau, aku dapat B kot midsem. Haha, padan muka saya! Tu lah, sape suruh blajar main2 kan?kau igt kau tu sape nak blajar caca marba je?hahaha. Deyy karawaleiiii!!sedar diri deyyyy!aiyooo, ammaaaa, appaaaa yinnaporenggeiii!!!?hahahahahaha. –nota[ini semua rekaan ye. Jangan nak mengada cakap aku paham pulak. Cume aku suke tgk citer tamil je. xD]

-ahahahahaha. Macho doh die ni![maaf takde kaitan ngan citer kt blog ini]-


Tapi dalam kebengongan ni, aku dapatla buat research skit. N inilah yg aku kne or jangan buat spanjang aku setahun kat pasum ni. Ni ape yg aku compile hasil perbualan ngan seniors n lecturers baek in terms of gaya hidup or care blajar. Kawan2 yg laen nak tambah tambahlah kay!jangan segan. Buat macam blog sndiri jer. Hahahahahahahaha.

-haaaaa. Dengar! Kang aku rotan kang nak?hahahaha.-


-BELAJAR TAK INGAT DUNIA [hahahahahahahaha. Sampai mampus aku takleh ikut ni]

-JANGAN SEBUK NAK JOIN AKTIVITI KOLEJ. KAU TU PASUM JE.A.K.A PARASIT [hahahahaha. Tapi seronok la deyy!camno?lagi2 maen caklempong. Duit massyyuuuukkk!xD]

-KAPEL?TAK PAYAH [hahahahahahah. Bukan ade orang nak pun. So bnde ni given la. Hahahahahaha]

-BILE BUAT KERJA, FOKUS [errr, camne nak focus kalau tutorial tu macam bahasa urdu je aku tengok??T_T]

-hahahahaha. A picture says a million words giteeewwww. -


-STUDY SMART [huuuuuuuuuu!pakai smart2 tak jugak study smart!urgh!!!=((]

-BUAT TUTORIAL [haaaaaa. Finally! Ade pun yg aku amalkan. Tapi 20 persen jela. Pastu midsem pun b. Pastu merapu2 dalam blog sbab dapat result ntah pape. Booooooooo!!]

Ni baru sikit. Tapi Nampak sgt aku ni suke bagi alasan kan?hahaha. takdelah, tu bukan alasan, itu ulasan.-______________________-“ sebut betul2 uuuu-laaaaaa-saaaaannn. Pandai!



Jangan mara haaa. =3



vroooooooooommm!!!!:D

as i like to say to my dear friends, roger and out!xD